Pearly Gates

Corruscate the earth, blind me,
Produce your fetid stench,
Rape my mind, body,
And leave me in a gutter.
I try to write a gleaming star,
Failure takes its toll now,
Rape my mind, body,
Take my self away,
Sweep me off my feet,
Radiate my tumors to death.
Give my cancer back,
Burn in hell, please do,
Love me, hate me, love me more,
Get off your dead ass,
Fix what you've left broken,
A world of drugs,
Disease,
Hate,
War,
Death.
Hide behind the clouds, the moon,
Wait for an all clear, from your people,
Go back to the pearly gates,
Notify them, I'll be late,

Because I'm not gonna die.