I can do anything I want, so why don't I do something?

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2/24/2005

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Many a many would ask of me, "what does drive you Tyler," and in response, i would state the blatently obvious; me.
In the very small course of my life, which to you is 15 years, i've lived countless issues, and have survived brutal battles. Within this period, i've tried to decide what really does drive me, besides my heart, my brain, and the sun.
With that in mind, I strived to conquer my thoughts, but they had a firm hold of me. It was apparent that i would never figure it out until just this night. The driver in my head, so to speak, would have to be the English Written language. There is so much to know through it's simplicity, and with it, you can do so many amazing things. With life, you can perform countless writing feats that you never knew you had nestled within your mind. Your brain is a processer with which no computer could compare.
I've decided, that, in the temperal universe, nothing can compare to the driver, that is in your being. The brain is the most amazing calculator, the most amazing problem solver, and before you know it, it can be taken for granted.
I've decided, that with my mind, my brain, rather, i will perform the needs that need to be done to make society a better place for all.
I've decided, what drives me, to work as hard as i can. It may be exactly the opposite of what you were looking for. I know you want to know what I want to be, and to tell you the complete and wholehearted honest truth, there are 5 words that can some up the paragraphs of this page. I want to be ME.
Through suffrege, and movements through time, people have always wanted to be equal to one another, to be like, to look like, one person that they love, or an idol of some sort. I've always looked at the world through imperfect eyes, and in my days, i've seen nothing but beauty. I've seen wonderful things performed by man and woman, and have been dispassionate about it. Today, i relinquish my cold thoughts of only myself, and consider others. With the eyes that need these glasses, and with the eyes that need new glasses.
I've decided, that i know what i have to do to become a better person, and i've chosen the path in which i will follow to make it happen.
I've decided, that for all you know, this is a load of shit, and you may decide that if you want. But for your information, you don't know my mind.
Finally, i've decided that i must quit making these pathetic goals, such as the ones preceeding this sentance.
And finally...
...I've decided, that the world needs another person for it's jobs that no one else is qualified to fulfill, therefor, i choose to choose one of them.
Thank you very much,
Tyler Lindstrom.

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